This is one of those cards in life that I can't help but feel pulling me down. No matter how positive one person can be, and how much strength it takes to fight back the tears after getting a mind-blowing phone call like that, there comes a breaking point for everybody. Today has been mine. It's weird, because it was close to a month ago, and I haven't really cried yet. I understand everyone deals with certain issues differently, and this is a prime example of how I deal with things. I attempt to hold back the tears and frustration and try to stay positive until one day I just can't hold it back anymore. I feel as if this "black plague" has been overshadowing me - even in the midst of fun times and positive things - but I just haven't been able to shake it. I feel like such a hypocrite right now because I get so frustrated with people who are always negative or who can't seem to look at the positive side of things - and that is ME right now. There are so many positives with this situation, and up until this point, I have looked at all of them. I think it's just that I haven't dealt with my anger or frustration or sadness throughout the whole situation yet, which is why I'm being the one thing I HATE being - a negative nancy. Maybe I just realized that "it could be so much worse" and I need to be grateful for yet another light at the end of the tunnel!
Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same. ~Francesca Reigler
First off-sorry to hear that someone close to you is dealing with thing, but sounds like there was some positive news. And your not allowed to be negative nancy-so stop :D PLEASE you're the person in my life that is ALWAYS positive.. so please be that again and look at all the positive things :D
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It is very important to be positive and proactive!! You do always try to stay positive, but when you need a and ear or shoulder,it is ok! We all are human! I Love you more than you can imagine!! :)
ReplyDeleteFirst off, I love your new background and how everything is laid out! :)
ReplyDeleteNow to comment on this post: You brought tears to my eyes as well. It is so true that there are so many positives that came of this situation, but at the same time, there is that time we are angry at God for letting it happen in the first place. In situations like these, it is okay to have that time when we are angry and disappointed, but then we also have that time that we feel very blessed because it could have been worse. I love you so much! :)